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Anxiety Attack
04:51
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Anxiety Attack
What to do, what to say, where to go when it seems nothing is going your way
Had enough, seen too much, wanna leave, everybody saying that I should stay
Feels like the walls are closing in
Look around and I can't find a friend
All I know is I've got to get out of here, don't know why but I know that the fear is real
No one else seems to be feeling strange, I feel the heat rising in my veins
Light headed, the room begins to spin
Crushing weight, feels like-this may be the end
Friendly faces telling me its OK, they don't know why I feel this way
While they laugh and joke around, having fun. I just can't escape this bad dream
Why do I feel so Insane? Paranoid, I feel lost-In this Anxiety
Heart is pounding like thunder in my chest, Head is screaming will this ever end?
Hands are scratching, skin thats turning red, Eyes are pinpoint pupils in the mirror
Feels like the walls are closing in, Look around and I can't find a friend
Why do I feel so insane? Paranoid, I feel lost-In this Anxiety
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I Still Love You
03:47
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I still Love you
Hey I know your out there waiting to take your turn
Everytime I see you I believe that I will never learn
When I think back I remember all you said
In the beauty, in the moment that your heart bled
Then all I did was watch you walk away
As I open the door I wonder why I can't let go
All the things we've been through, why you're back I'll never know
You say that its just life and there's always pain
Just step on through the door to begin again
So here we go another try you and I
Easily you slide into my arms your eyes betray your tears
I know we've hurt before and end up here to face our fears
That if we don't risk it, we may end up alone
And the feelings linger so we think that its allright
But its always wrong to hurt each other even when its the best we can do
Yes its always wrong to hurt, I still love you
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Missing in Action
04:00
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Inequality
04:24
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Lately I can't tell the future, is it going to stick around or leave me always left behind
It seems that I'm behind the Eight Ball, can't find away around to make it to the other side
Can you throw me a lifeline, I need some help up, don't pull it out from under me
Cause I, I've been trying so hard to hold onto my hope, not let it steal away from me
Trying to understand this Inequality, Who did I put in charge of my destiny
Time to take control and finally bring it on home
Hey, did you see them out there? They're working all the time and I think they're trying to undermine my right
My right to self expression, its being taken from me its time I stood up and shouted
Get out of my way now, Its my turn to shine and no one else can shine for me
I'm the only one who, can ever be the one that I was truly meant to be
Trying to understand this Inequality, Who did I put in charge of my destiny
Time to take control and finally bring it on home
Now I think I see the future, marching right beside me, bringing all their voices to the front
No longer in the background, We've taken back control and now its time to understand that we must
Focus our attention and make sure that we don't become like those that want to
Keep it all to themselves, Its time to break the locks and spread around the wealth
And start to understand Equality, put ourselves in charge of our destiny
Time to take control and finally bring it all home
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Away from the Night
03:45
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Away from the Night
What you see when you wake in the night and the feel of the cold as it presses tight, Its not real
But you turn as your brain hears a sound like a crack of a bone it screams out loud, its not real
(Its not real) Out of the darkness (Its not real) Into the light (Its not real) Step through to the morning and away, away from the night
Heart Beats like a bird in your hand, every breath you take like a mouth full of sand, its not real
Try to speak but the words have no sound like your tongues buried deep down in the ground, its not real
(Its not real) Out of the darkness (Its not real) Into the light (Its not real) Step through to the morning and away, away from the night
(When you feel) That everything hopeless (Hold on tight) Tomorrow is coming (Wait for the morning) Its within sight (Forget the night) And you will step
Out of the darkness (Its not real) Into the light (Its not real) Step through to the morning and away, away from the night
When you're deep in the darkness of the night, just remember the day will come bringing in the light-bringing in the light
Out of the darkness (bringing in the light) Welcome the day (bringing in the light) Turn towards the sunrise, Away, Away from the night
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Angels and Mystery
04:00
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Angels and Mystery
When your hair blew auburn and true, against the blue of the Turkish Sea
When that perfect version of you, smiled at the children on the balcony
How could I not wonder, as the riptide pulled me under
That your world of angels and mystery (angels and mystery)
Was a world without me
The colors of autumn wrap themselves around your beauty so carelessly
The way you moved in the sunlight, brought the hardest boys to their bended knee
My half empty glass it was broken, all the beautiful words went unspoken
And your world of angels and mystery (angels and mystery)
Was your world without me
Sometimes I'm fading, like a spot on your horizon
I'm here in front of you, but so easily forgotten, so easily forgotten
When did a page from our lonesome past, light a fire that burned down our history?
And was it always too little, too late, Like a prayer that became an apology
As I carried our torch to the river, how could I help but forgive her
And her world of angels and mystery-a world that I could never hope to see
The world of angels and mystery, Her world without me
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Heading South
03:58
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Heading South
Heading South straight out on the highway
Don't know where I'm going life will have to find me
Maybe East Nashville is a calling, don't know if I'll get there the way that I've been stallin'
Up ahead there's a diner at the crossroads, think I'll stop for awhile
Wonder what the Specials got to offer?
Grab a paper see what this towns about
Take a seat and make yourself at home now
Says the pretty girl as she's handing me a menu
Where you from, I haven't seen you here before
If you ask, I'd recommend the meatloaf, with homemade gravy too
Save some room for a slice of Cherry pie
Made it fresh just this afternoon
Love the freedom of rolling down the highway, not knowing where I am
Little towns, the backroads are a plenty, Headin' South sounds as good as any other way
Early morning Catfish are a jumping, where the river bends down by the big Magnolia
Grab a pole, put a line in the water, brought my cooler cause I know its getting hotter
In the shade, cold beer in my hand-can it get any better than this?
Fresh air not a worry on my mind, Headin' South life is feeling fine again
Love the freedom of rolling down the highway, not knowing where I am
Little towns, the backroads are a plenty, Headin' South sounds as good as any other way
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It's Been Awhile
04:30
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It's Been Awhile
Last time I saw you, you were looking down
Seems like life was treating you bad, but I knew you would turn it around
You've got a gift that you carry inside, I was so fortunate to spend some time by your side
When you wanted to you could light up a room
Something change and the light turned to gloom
You never said who it was that caused the turn
I never asked, cause I was afraid to learn
Yes its good, so good to be looking up
Feel the warmth of the sun shining down from above
Yes its good, so good to see you smile
Its' been awhile, its been awhile, been awhile
Last time I saw you said you had big plans
Gonna move out to the country and find yourself again
Guess you were searching to find a better way
Looks like you found it by the way you seem today
You seem relaxed and so easy in your way
No more of the anger that you carried back in the day
I knew you were hurting, but I didn't know what to do
I pretended not to see and I guess you did too
Yes its good, so good to be looking up
Feel the warmth of the sun shining down from above
Yes its good so good to see you smile
Its been awhile its been awhile, been awhile
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9. |
Ebb and Flow
04:57
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The Best Thing in Life
04:19
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The Best Thing in Life
I didn't know it, that it was meant to be
Never believed it would happen to me
But as I stand here looking around
I think I now just what I've found
Guess I must have waited long enough
Cause now you're here and you fill me up
From a life that seemed empty, to one that overflows
The best thing in life-I finally know
The best thing in life-I finally know
We're all looking to find our place
Trying to go the distance in this human race
When you found me I was lost in space
Your loves the best thing and we're face to face
Believe me my darlin' its all true
There's never been anyone compares to you
When it comes to loving me, you're the best
I just give you my heart and you do the rest
We're all looking to find our place
Trying to go the distance in this human race
When you found me I was lost in space
Your loves the best thing and were face to face
Your loves the best thing when were face to face
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Time
04:33
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Evermore
05:28
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Evermore
If I took you down (into the depths of hell) and led you before me
Showed you all the things (all the dark things) you could never see
Time and time again (in pain and anger) you reached out for me
But now you've lost your way (and you can't see) the forest through the trees
Do you think that you've turned and now you're heading back downhill?
The Effect is gone and you no longer, no longer feel the thrill-feel the thrill
Left you all alone, (down in the darkness) brought you to that place
Hiding deep inside, (where the truth lies) that you can never face
All the doubts and fears, (that kept you paralyzed) thoughts you cannot shake
Wish it were a dream, (and not a nightmare) but your wide awake, wide awake...
Do you think you will ever find, find your way back home
Or maybe its too late and you will die, you will die alone-die alone
Walls are closing in, (pressing down on you) and time is running out
Counting up your sins (you can't count that high) makes you scream and shout
Now you know the way (with a blindfold) cause you've been here before
But you're out of time (and you can't get it back) Stay for Evermore, Evermore Evermore...
Do you think that you've turned and now you're heading back downhill?
The Effect is gone and you no longer, no longer feel the thrill
Do you think you will ever find, find your way back home
Maybe its too late and you will die, you will die alone (you will die alone)
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